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| I'm sorry for whatever happened yesterday. I wish I could do something about it but I guess the past is the past right? I'll just have to find something else to do. I'm sorry, please forgive me? I guess this is why you can't fully trust me and yeah I guess I've dug this pit for myself and I deserve to fall into it. I just wish I had more self control but yet sometimes I kinda wish you saw things the way I do. It's just difficult and I just wish you could understand why. I guess you deserve an explanation but that'll have to wait cos I don't want any miscommunications. Ugh, and I realise something. Every time there's this long period, dumb things like this always pop up. I want it to stop. As much as it's supposed to help, I want the long periods to stop, it's slowing eating me up inside. Sigh, I guess me going to Phuket is a good thing. This way you can totally trust that nothing's gonna happen, and yet it hurts me that that's the only time you'll trust me completely. If that's what it takes then fine, so be it cos I don't blame you for not trusting me completely. | | |
| Going to Phuket tomorrow. I hope and pray very hard for FREE wifi so that I wouldn't be bringing my laptop for nothing. Right now there's nothing to do. I have this big itch to play the bass now but there's 2 things stopping me.
#1. Blister on my right index finger from Friday's jamming cos the jamming studio's bass guitar strings were way thick. (This is why I should go learn how to use a pick so when I can't use my fingers I still can play)
#2. Loose cable so there's lots of feedback
Ugh, this is so annoying cos I wouldn't be able to play the bass for almost the whole of this coming week cos of the Phuket trip. Pffft oh well. I hope I get to lose weight there cos I think we're gonna golf and swim almost everyday. So plenty of workout. Excited! I hope that it's gonna be sunny there cos if there's rain there wouldn't be anything to do. I don't need a tan on my arms/face cos if I do I'd become black. I just need to tan my legs and my stomach. But anyway, I hope Gunnar will play volleyball with me too. And I hope that Gunnar will be able to help make the trip less boring. I think I'm sharing a room with him. I really hope so too>< | | |
| Thursday:
Played squash with Ahko Nancy which was quite fun. But man! My muscles are aching like crazy now. After that I went to orchard to collect my polaroid camera. Had to walk through ion to get to the other side. I SWEAR I HATE ION. ION IS A STUPID PLACE. They should SERIOUSLY have a traffic light from wheelock to ion. It's so dumb that they force you to go underground and walk through ion where you totally have no sense of direction cos you're underground. Ugh, so annoying. It takes sucha long time and you gotta walk a lot just to get to the other side. It used to be faster but now no. They're just too insecure that people won't go to ion and so they have to force you to go by that route. Sheesh. They should have both so people who wanna go to ion can go by that way and those who don't need to go to ion can just SIMPLY cross the road. This will prevent people jam. But anyway, met Gigi after at Cine. We watched New Moon and I swear I HATE BELLA SWAN (Kristen Stewart), ugh she annoys me. In the movie the character she plays is so insecure and just too attention seeking. So yeah didn't exactly enjoy it. I knew I wouldn't. I watched it for the sake of watching it. BUT TAYLOR LAUTNER, wowwwwee, his 8 pack is so...HOT. After the movie, we went back to my place to watch CSI which had this amazing plot and then played Cooking Mama and Star Wars on Wii. Gi lent me Star Wars. Whoohoo! So after that we played with photobooth and just talked. She stayed over.
Friday:
Went Jamming!!!!! Ohmygosh that was way awesome. It was SUPER FUN. Only thing? My bass somehow couldn't get tuned, like I think it got screwed up in my bag (I'm getting a new "car" for him though). I had to use the jamming studio's bass and it SUCKS. Only reason why I used it was cos it was tuned. I'm upset about it. All the photos taken were with some other bass and not Jonas. I'm sorry Jonas for betraying you! Sorry! So yeah it went rather well for our first time? We basically squeezed into this tiny room which was already the bigger one, apparently. And I swear Bel is damn cute. We were deciding what song to play and this was the whole thing:
Me: Okay The Time Has Come!
Everyone: Okay okay.
Bel: (squatting down and playing with her effects) Huh? For what???
Olivia: (silence)...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! (turning to face the wall and holding the camera in the air, not exactly knowing how to react)
Everyone: What's so funny?
Olivia: HAHAH The Time Has Come...FOR WHAT?
Everyone: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
Yes, Bel is very blur. After jamming, Olivia and Marissa left while Sam, Ju, Bel and I went to Kopitiam at TM to wait for AEW. We were rather high and couldn't exactly stop singing and Bel and I couldn't stop humming bass/guitar riffs. When AEW came, we went to Tea Dot at Tampines One and just talked and AEW treated us dinner at Manduku (sp?). Had an awesome time of fellowship. Reached home at about 10.
Saturday:
Woke up at 630AM to go to Bel's house and her dad brought us and her mom and Aunty Pui Chin to Toa Payoh for the zoo outing thingo. Didn't do much cos there were more helpers and kids. It was quite boring actually. Yeah okay nothing much to say about the zoo. Ju came over after to watch Monsters Vs. Aliens and GH a while.
SO YEAH, basically what I did the past 3 days. Flying off on Monday night for Phuket. Back on Friday night. Hope I go diving or do something cool like boogie boarding.
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| Went cycling with Gigi this morning! Haha, it was fun. We cycled from my place to safra and back. Then we went for lunch. She came over for a short while and we did random stuff on FB. Yepp, it was fun. Really missed hanging out with her. But anyway, we're gonna watch New Moon tomorrow! But before that I'm gonna play squash with Ahko Nancy. After New Moon, she's coming over for wii and sleepover! Heheh, can't wait. And Friday, I'm going jamming with my cell, like FINALLY AFTER WHO KNOWS HOW LONG MAN. Like really, FINALLY. We've been planning it since forever and like NOW WE ARE GONNA DO IT. Can't back out cos I booked already! Heh, tomorrow and Friday are gonna zoom past, I'm glad. Might go to Phuket on Sunday till Tuesday, hopefully we're going. And I can't wait for Thursday, I really can't wait. OHOH today I had bass lessons! First time in about 6 months! Gosh, I really enjoyed myself. It was great. I missed having lessons. I'm really glad I'm starting again. Alrighty, gonna pack for tomorrow's squash game. G'night. | | |
| TEEHEE I FINALLY HAVE A 2ND PIERCING ON MY LEFT EAR. HAPPY HAPPY. It kinda hurts now though. But the pain is totally worth it. Alright that's basically all I wanted to say. Oh and the weather this morning was awesome! Thank God. Alright QT now!
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Ugh I came online to fricking late. If not we would've been able to talk online for a while but no, I had to take forever to fricking settle down at home. If I hurried a little more we probably could have talked for a few minutes. A few minutes is better than nothing. I hate the fact that our conversations are so broken and so interrupted. It sucks cos I get limited messages so I feel like I'm talking to myself, sigh. | | |
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