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| Blogging vaguely about things you're unhappy about always makes things better. Especially if you want someone to read it but only want that person to know what you're talking about. But then again if he/she doesn't read that post it doesn't matter much cos you're just ranting. So anyway, here goes.
I saw you in school today, and well, honestly, I just don't know how to face you. I just feel so guilty that it's so hard to be anywhere near you. I know you're not having your good days and all so you have every right to not want to talk to me. I know it's not your fault to begin with, it's mine and I fully take responsibility of it. You have every right to be angry and disappointed in me. And as I've said yesterday, I'm sorry. Right now I just want to be able to look you in the eye and know that we're alright. Yesterday you didn't want to hear my explanation cos you were tired and just not having a good day and I don't know, somehow it just showed me that you care. That you only want to hear what I have to say when you had a clear head so that things won't get worse and that really meant quite a fair bit to me. Ugh, I just hate being where we are and I want us to start over, right from the beginning.
There, I really hope you read this but if you don't, it's okay. Road run's on Friday and I think we're running together? I hope everything will be settled by then. It's hard having this kinda tension.
Oh and another thing. Before today, I never knew people could be so rude and unappreciative. Honestly. Couldn't you tell that you were shorthanded and so I came to help my friend who was left there all alone at YOUR booth? When people help, you don't go around blurting out "What is she doing here?!" in front of her face. Even if I'm not part of the PDP, you shouldn't be so rude, like seriously what the hell
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What the hell, today is such a bad day. WHY THE HELL AM I BEING SCOLDED FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU WROTE FOR YOUR OWN TESTIMONY? IS IT MY FAULT?! It's not my fault that your English is so hard to get. And being unable to edit it doesn't mean my English sucks. Seriously, what the hell. Life's a bitch, especially now.
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| Go Green day yesterday was... slack. Haha, thanks to Che Xuan and his networking skills. But it was kinda fun. While doing all the knocking on doors I guess we kinda bonded a bit. Well for me especially since I wasn't with my OG for the last 2 days of orientation. While waiting for the other half of the group, we saw this AMAZINGLY CUTE PUPPY. IT LOOKED LIKE A TEDDY BEAR. I SWEAR IT WAS SO CUTE. I don't have a photo of it but it was brown and had short curly fur. It was so tiny. The lady was like carrying it in her arms and like waving it's paw at us. IT WAS SO SO SO CUTE. I wanted to dognap it. I swear. Anyway I thought of this cos... Well HT is a joke. While we were messaging, all of a sudden he said, "I suddenly feel like having a dog." Out of no where. Heh he's so random. But I guess that's what makes me smile all the time | | |
| We've come to the end of TJ Orientation X '10. It was relatively fun? But I made new friends which is really awesome. Thursday was a joke. 2 funny things happened.
1. BOOK SHOP AUNTY (again)
I went to buy more uniform but they're lacking in stock so I could only get 1 PE shirt.
Me: Do you have anymore size 31 skirts (yes I know it's big, I did it on purpose)
BSA: No more, Tuesday have stock
Me: Oh, then PE shorts and shirt?
BSA: Shorts no more, shirt have. What size?
Me: Uh, small. Ah nevermind I'll come back on Tuesday to buy.
BSA: JUST BUY. I DON'T HAVE TIME TO SPEND WITH YOU.
Me:
2. CORNELIUS AND HIS YOGHURT
Casper, Darren, Cornelius, Joel and I went to White Sands for lunch and we wanted to get yoghurt. There was this special offer thing where you buy a large cup of at least $6 and get a medium cup free. This yoghurt parlour sells their yoghurt by weight but Cornelius didn't know so he just filled his large cup and it added up to $11.70. Hahah joke.
After that we went to Casper's place and uh, we were late for mass dance so we tried to practice at his place which was kinda...awkward but I guess it's an experience? Haha.
So anyway, I'm in CG 31/10 and I think it's the last class. Ugh, such a big number. I really really hope my timetable doesn't differ much from the TA people. Pray hard.
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| Haha who knew I got sunburnt man. My nose is peeling. Well barely, but it's still a sunburn. Yesterday we had an "amazing race" and we learnt to dance to Jai Ho which is quite hard. And today we did the couple dance (That Thing You Do) and I did it with a girl. Heheh, tomorrow's the actual thing where we do all the mass dances at suntec's fountain of wealth and I'm doing the couple dance with HT heheh. Fun fun fun, can't wait. Oh and tomorrow we'll have lectures. Darn. Well just to let you all know, I'm taking H1 Math (I requested to drop today, haha), H2 Lit/History/Econs. Yupp, hope everything goes well. | | |
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